happy birthday, brother

what more can i say that you already know, considering you are no longer of this world.

or are you?

im not sure what i believe anymore. i feel its more crucial than ever to remember..

what am i missing? i can barely remember the last time i hugged you. i do remember the last time we met eyes. i knew something was wrong. did you know it was coming? did you know he had a plan for you? you couldnt talk about it.. or wouldnt. we did say goodbye though. i didn’t know it then.

so much has changed. so much has stayed the same.

i miss you more than ever, feel lost without answers, without knowing how everything would of turned out. seeing you like that. ill never repair. ever.

About Bil Black

musician, producer, pathfinder, Herr Hoku, prophet, channeler, defender of the analog/digital domains and defenseless animals, he who is confused,, sapiosexual, loner, rebel, explorer of time and space, watcher from the wall and shield to the realm of men.
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